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Depression / Passion  

meow33744

9/21/2007 8:25 am

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Can you understand the

real pain I feel

inside to which

there is no

cure

?



The dead in Christ shall breath again

But those who aren't will not

All those souls of fallen men

Will never rise again

.

I see them every day in every walk of life

Zombies before my eyes

They know not the life, the life we embrace

They rather believe their lies

.

I see these people all around me, headed off to a place I pray the would not go, but who am I to turn them to another path?

The will not listen, they will not hear.

The can not see, they will not look.

They will not know, the can not understand.

Frustration builds inside, there's nothing I can do.

But watch them rushing toward their fate.

Pray and close my eyes in agonizing pain.

Hoping one or two may stop, turn around and live.

How many billions will go to Hell?

Frustration to the soul.

When will it end?

Can you feel it?

Breath it?

Live it?

Desert ?

Meow ?



Meow?











For me to live is Christ and to die is gain.

Depression / Passion

Meow ?


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yeshuaishi
117 posts 

9/21/2007 1:55 pm

THANX 4 VISIT,
U R SO REAL(LY)& TRUE !!
PLUS, I SINCERELY JAHLOVE U !!
Y.

fieldlilies
7752 posts 

9/23/2007 6:20 pm

Clever, loving & thoughtful.

BristerBate
6372 posts 

10/1/2007 2:19 pm

Beautiful, Ed!

PEEETE!!!
Prov 23:17, 24:1
The Lord will tell you what to do! Even by going through the backyard!

BB

HisBeauty2
858 posts 

10/1/2007 9:38 pm

I finally figured out that your boxes were link buttons! I am going to copy you again, cat-to-copy.

I don't feel the pain, but I know of others who feel it. I believe they are the intercessors. Turn it into prayer, Meow. Pray in the Spirit. Our doing changes very little, but when His Spirit moves us, we know how to pray. If it is He who gives you this burden, He must want you to move that mountain. Listen to what He says is the next step. Is it a tray of brownies, a smile, a helping hand, a listening ear? It will not be more than you can handle.

Father, give Sir Meow wisdom and peace from your very heart. Give him brothers and sisters nearby who will take steps with him into your perfect and simple will as to those he knows are hurting. Give him grace, Holy One. Grace: Your empowering Presence.

Thank you, encouragers.
Integrity
Leap
Whispers

Kymm
829 posts 

10/2/2007 12:16 pm

Fear God, Heed His Word

For the Lord spoke thus to me with a strong hand, and instructed me that I should not walk in the way of this people saying:

Seek those who are mediums and wizards.......

To the law and to the testimony! If they do not speak according to the word of GOD, it is because there is no light in them

Don't kick the donkey
Numbers 22 v 22

whitebutterfly1
1812 posts 

11/27/2007 5:36 pm

May the Lord bless you always......... Rosie

niloliloli
5 posts 

12/11/2007 9:26 am

Hark The voice of Jesus crying
Who will go and work today?
Fields are white and harvest waiting
Who will bear the sheaves away?
Loud and strong the master calleth
rich reward He offers thee
Who will answer gladly saying;
"Here I am: SEND ME, SEND ME"?

simplyme39
311 posts 

12/19/2007 5:21 pm



Pain is beautiful when seen in God's light.......its a direct access that connects us straight to the heart of the Master. Why the dessert? Perhaps God is taking you to a place where He can talk and you could listen...........you have to thirst for Him......you're quiet an artist...expressing yourself...your pain.....just identify it with His.Imagine yourself in a subway...in a pub...in a concert room filled with people, at the height of all the bubble-rubble wordly coming ins and going out? You really think you can get in touch with God talking to you there? He has to lead you to a dessert.....so you can get in touch with your thirst.............Cheers!!! You're a-okay in God man.

BristerBate
6372 posts 

3/17/2008 7:55 am

WOW, is this blog still visited ???

chardshan
2255 posts 

4/4/2008 8:37 pm

What if His people pray? Pray without ceasing! God can work miracles...but we have to be willing to accept His Will.

Dethomas
10 posts 

4/7/2008 4:05 am

[COLOR red]I FILL IT!BUT I CAN ONLY SEE JESUS ON THE CROSS
HELP THE POOR PREACH THE GOSPEL OF CHRIST
TO THE PERISHING SOUL.

rusticbink
7 posts 

7/9/2008 4:02 pm

YOU HAVE A GODLY HEART TO FEEL FOR ALL THOSE WHO BLINDLY GO THERE OWN WAY! BINK

wpx1
2882 posts 

9/4/2008 4:17 pm

    Quoting GaryMcD:
    wanna talk depression? talk to a bottle of pills, or talk to that gun barrell as you point it at yours, WIshing you can pull the trigger, You want a way out , but there is no way, Just end it, but you can't, No doctors prescription will ever heal the hurt, No one can. JUST LET ME DIE

"Prove all things. Hold fast that which is true".

Can we hope that the person is open to the Power that seems beyond comprehension?

Or that someone would help that person do so?

Will the person, reaching out to others, help at least somewhat, though no one but elohim may know how to comfort at the deeper levels?

In the depths of the "shadow of death" God or YHWH elohim COULD help in some way, even help a person to physically die, if that seems best.

Could the gun* of the Spirit help kill* the feelings that tear at us, so that we may be comforted, encouraged, even healed inside?

I am certain that Depression is not a friend, though a sorrow that points toward YHWH elohim can lead us back to where it is said that "at Your right hand are pleasures for evermore"; and someone said he kept YHWH elohim at HIS right hand.

But sometimes it seems that "It's harder to believe than not to".*

And "Hope deferred/put off for a long time makes the heart sick".

But from experience I know that "the way of {{not believing}} is hard". And that I must cling to what I have "proven" to be true in order, sometimes, to just deal with or handle things.

It can help to find people who are encouraging, as long as they don't end up being "miserable comforters", as Job said his friends were.

"Whoever will call with the Name YHWH will be delivered".

Someone said, "Consider Him / Keep Him {{Christ/Messiah}} in mind Who endured... or else you may get weary, and give up in your minds". He was speaking to Christians or believers, of course. For once Christ's Spirit is in a person, it says "I can do all things through Christ Who is strengthening me". Happy words for a gloomy heart, they may be. But what matters is whether they are true or not, and then whether we will believe them, and trust Him, or not.

I know that at special moments, I have had (received? ) uncommon strength, strength that I have not often known. But one of the moments that comes to mind was when I prayed for or needed strength to help someone else. And being extremely out of physical shape, I was somehow able to climb a long way up an actual mountain path, without tiring, to find someone who was accidentally left by himself along the way. This was after I had already walked up and down the trails myself once that day.

I have had seemingly miraculous time and prophecy-like events occur as well. At times, there IS or was Someone Who has or had the know-how, and perhaps the power, to assist me when I seemed to need it. And I suppose one could say that there still is Someone Who can help us when we need it.

Whether that is for us to live, or to die.

Will that Someone help when you call? Or will you need to ask others to ask Someone to help? Or both?


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* "sword".
* "mortify".
* From a song.

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wpx1
2882 posts 

9/4/2008 4:26 pm


Job 22: 29 in various versions:

When {people} are cast down/downcast, then you shall/should say:

"{There is} lifting up". And:
"He shall save/deliver the humble person".

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When men are brought low and you say, ‘Lift them up!’
then he will save the downcast.

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For when they are humbled you say, ‘It is because of pride’;
but he saves the lowly.

Footnote:
Or you say, ‘It is exaltation’

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Spanish:

Cuando fueren abatidos, dirás tú: Enaltecimiento habrá; Y Dios salvará al humilde de ojos

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When you are cast down, you will speak with confidence, And the humble person He will save.

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For God abases the proud, but he saves the lowly.

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When they are made low, then thou shalt say, Rise up! and he shall save him that is of downcast eyes.

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When they cast down, you shall say, 'be lifted up.' He will save the humble person.

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If you want to get to know me, or my Blog.
wpx1

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thedrifter
5216 posts 

11/19/2008 6:41 pm

NO SORROW IN THE WIND

I Don't Need Much Satisfaction....Can't Relive The Days I've Been.
It's Just Good Enough For Me
To See No Sorrow On The Wind.

There's A Blind Man On The Corner...Singing Of A Better Land
With A Hopeful Song Of Vision
And A Cup In His Trembling Hand.
And A Deaf Man Stands Beside Him,
But He Don't Understand
Why He Hears The Sound of Silence
From The Cup In His Outstretched Hand.

I Don't Need Much Satisfaction
Can't Relive The Days I've Been.
It's Just Good Enough For Me
To See No Sorrow On The Wind.

There's A Woman Walking Aimless....Not Even Fear On Her Face
Who Would Give All She Thought She Owned
For A Genuine Warm Embrace.
And The Child Barely Walking
Tugging At His Momma's Side
Has No Earthly Way of Knowing
How the Drugs Made His Daddy Die.

I Don't Need Much Satisfaction
Can't Relive The Days I've Been.
It's Just Good Enough For Me
To See No Sorrow On The Wind.

There's An Old Man Gone Unnoticed ....Up On A Bridge In The Sky
By The People Going Nowhere
And Who Rarely Question Why.
As He Tears Into Shreds
His Little Note About His End
He Decides While He Starts To Pray
To Cast His Sorrow To The Wind.

I Don't Need Much Satisfaction
Can't Relive The Days I've Been.
It's Just Good Enough For Me
To See No Sorrow On The Wind.

sonDance
04-15-99

Somehow I've learned how to listen to the sound of the sun going down. ~ R. Crowell

BUBBE
1 post 

10/29/2009 9:34 pm



I QUOTE "We can experience and feel the same type pain
you are currently going through and even to
the same degree

Yet

Each persons pain is unique to that particular
individual person

And

Having said that, we can never really know your pain
that is unique to you in it's devastating grip.

[and that's the truth]" END QUOTE.


I DO BELIEVE THAT IS VERY VERY TRUE. OTHERS WILL NEVER KNOW THE EXTENT OF THE DEEP PAIN AND VERY DEEP DEPRESSION THAT IN AM IN AND HAVE BEEN IN FOR A VERY LONG TIME NOW. I SEE NO LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL! NOTHING EVER GOES RIGHT FOR ME IN MY LIFE, I ALWAYS GET THE SHORT END OF THE STICK.

I VERY SELDOM SPEAK OF IT TO ANYONE NOT EVEN MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY. IF I DO SPEAK OF IT, NO ONE REALLY LISTENS OR COMPREHENDS WHAT I AM TRYING TO TELL THEM. THEY MAY HEAR WHAT I AM SAYING BUT THEY REALLY DO NOT LISTEN, IT GOES IN ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER.

I LIVE A LONE. I HAVE 2 ADULT DAUGHTERS ONE OF WHICH PASSED AWAY AUGUST 9, THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY WHICH IS THE 10th OF AUGUST. SHE HAD JUST TURNED 40 IN JUNE. WITH ALL OF THE OTHER THINGS THAT HAVE ME SOO DEPRESSED, MY DAUGHTER'S PASSING REALLY REALLY AFFECTED ME CAUSING MORE PAIN AND DEPRESSING IN ME. I ALSO HAVE AN ADULT SISTER THAT IS A FEW YEARS YOUNGER THEN ME, BUT SHE LIKES IN ANOTHER STATE THEN I DO WITH HER HUSBAND.

I REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I AM WRITING THIS IN HERE!!!

WELL, EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN PROBLEMS, I DO NOT WANT TO INVOLVE ANYONE WITH MINE. JUST WANTED TO AGREE WHAT WAS SAID.

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Hebrews 5:8

Matthew 11:6

bhato
1 post 

1/5/2010 2:22 am

Bubble you are telling us all this because God's wants you to tell us ,l might not understand the pain you had passed through,but you can not understand my pain either,but what l can assure you there is one person who can understand our pain that is god.Allow him to take control of your life,all the trials and pains we pass through are there to shape us,it is up to you whether you want to stay in that dark hole of depression or you stand up and say greater is the one who is inside of me than this depression,tell it to go,it does not have a space in your life unless you allow it to stay,believe it works it did for me.Take what people think is a disaster and make it an opportunity,God will not come in if you still depend on people around you he wants you to depend on him and him alone,remember he is a jelous God,he created you ,if you break he will know how to fix you because he is your creator.Greater are the things that are waiting for you.God is just asking one thing from u,DEPEND on me,allow me in your heart,he can not come in now if you have other things that are occupying your heart,try it today and you will be amazed how much strength you had all this time and yooudid not use it.maybe you are thinking right now saying what does she know about my life?l know because l have been there,just to mention a few,l lost a child,l lost my marriage,my company went down ,l had no source of income what so ever,l tried to depend on people but none was available,the very same people that depended on me before were nowhere to be found,l became bitter, lhated people,but through all this time God was undressing me so that he can dress me with the most expensive garments,l found him and realised that all this things happened because he had higher expectations for me.I'm hear today sharing with you,he lifted me to a higher level,l got everything that l had lost before,but not in the same measure it is multiplied that is why l'm not afraid to tell you about God, l know what he can do,he did it to me,he can do it to you, we are all his children,his love is the same for us.
thank you
bhato

onthego7777
1 post 

12/30/2010 8:16 pm

God is so good and we christians are blessed to have salvation ,what a great gift that man could ever have

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