/blog/miracle43/?pid=f3104 [SIZE 4][COLOR teal]in december of 2003 i was given a 4% chance to live and God healed me....since then life has been interesting to say the least..i have grown tremendously...but yet sometimes i feel so much the child..:).so this blog is my thoughts....emotions..and my life... thank you for respecting my blog.[/SIZE 4][/COLOR teal] /blog/6606/post_162689.html?pid=f3104&m= things are going pretty good.... God is good, and he is with me... I have to remind myself sometimes.... my mom, well she is fine.. living alone... she doesn't like it... but she does pretty well... b Sun, 14 Mar 2010 20:51:59 -0800 /blog/6606/post_162689.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_155068.html?pid=f3104&m= i let my husband come back after what 6 - 7 years???? what was i thinking? that he had changed? that God would heal the hurt? that everything would be rosy, and we would live happily ever after.... Sun, 09 Aug 2009 10:41:08 -0800 /blog/6606/post_155068.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_147261.html?pid=f3104&m= the current times we live in are troubling to me.... christians judging each other rather than turning to God and letting Him be the one to judge... as is His right...the constant tearing each other a Wed, 25 Feb 2009 21:06:32 -0800 /blog/6606/post_147261.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_146189.html?pid=f3104&m= in the past several years... I have come across so many fractured souls.... that is what I call them.... people who for various reasons are so hurt by life, by their choices, by circumstances beyond t Sun, 08 Feb 2009 18:25:40 -0800 /blog/6606/post_146189.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_145930.html?pid=f3104&m= sometimes we are attracted to others... be it male or female.... it is just a natural thing.... you just know that your souls touch...I feel.... that it is God inside each other that draws us to them. Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:28:47 -0800 /blog/6606/post_145930.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_145929.html?pid=f3104&m= This has got to be the strangest experience of my life....Mike, back in my life, is creating alot of confusion...I mean, legally, he is my husband....But after 6 years..... he is a stranger.... I just Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:03:16 -0800 /blog/6606/post_145929.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_145007.html?pid=f3104&m= Life is just so weird sometimes... ya know? my life, for some reason, seems especially chaotic and strange.... but underneath I feel God's direction.... there is a purpose, a reason...I have been on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 20:33:47 -0800 /blog/6606/post_145007.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143816.html?pid=f3104&m= I am sure you have seen the movie "Pay It Forward".... great movie... really makes you think... about how we live our lives.... two years ago... when I made my "mistake" here on bc... and left with no Fri, 02 Jan 2009 20:57:13 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143816.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143734.html?pid=f3104&m= i was invited out on new years eve...one person.... a date no less... wanted me to come "party", dancing, etc.... another... over to her house for drinks... and a movie.. hmmm tempting...... NOT i Thu, 01 Jan 2009 14:44:57 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143734.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143732.html?pid=f3104&m= those of us who grew up in the 60's and 70's... grew up with "free love", drugs, alcohol, rock & roll.... some of us went into that life style with gusto.... others just a little.... some, maybe, didn Thu, 01 Jan 2009 14:18:03 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143732.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143550.html?pid=f3104&m= something came to mind... and has many times.... I have ignored it, many times... but maybe I am suppose to write about it... I work in a doctors office.... with some who do not believe, and I am cr Mon, 29 Dec 2008 21:11:56 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143550.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143548.html?pid=f3104&m= had an email from a friend from the past... had not heard from him in a long time...he is in mission work now... he sold out to Jesus... it was so cool to hear from him... to hear what God has done in Mon, 29 Dec 2008 20:48:02 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143548.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143440.html?pid=f3104&m= another Christmas come and gone... I had such high hopes.... so excited.... the house cleaned, candles burning... food cooking... I do love to cook... family came over Christmas Eve.... for snacks and Sun, 28 Dec 2008 17:39:05 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143440.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143435.html?pid=f3104&m= why do we reach out to strangers on this site? People we don't know, will probably never meet... To post our personal thoughts...Ask for prayer.... for life's troubles....Feel more comfortable in thi Sun, 28 Dec 2008 17:24:06 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143435.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143073.html?pid=f3104&m= showing my ignorance here what does hotlisted mean? and I accidently clicked on it.... and it won't come back off....so I have done something I can't undo.... oh no.. feeling really embarrassed so Mon, 22 Dec 2008 20:53:46 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143073.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143041.html?pid=f3104&m= Today as I sat down to read the Bible.... actually looking for the story of the woman at the well.... and this just popped out at me..... God hinting... Luke 7:36-50 the story of the woman who poured Mon, 22 Dec 2008 10:04:15 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143041.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_143013.html?pid=f3104&m= today.... Christmas shopping with a friend..... the hustle and bustle..... crowds, Christmas music, a real joy..... coming out to find my car with a flat tire.... not so good.. taking in back to sear Sun, 21 Dec 2008 18:48:53 -0800 /blog/6606/post_143013.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_142907.html?pid=f3104&m= I have had three of the most stressful days.... satan must be pissed and he has used all of his arsenal to throw at me.... guess what? I have read the end of the book .... satan you still lose..... Fri, 19 Dec 2008 19:34:53 -0800 /blog/6606/post_142907.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_142704.html?pid=f3104&m= really been thinking about this lately... exactly what is love? and the only thing that comes to mind is freedom.... God loves us.... and He gave us the freedom to choose... life or death.... right? Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:41:29 -0800 /blog/6606/post_142704.html?pid=f3104&m= /blog/6606/post_142647.html?pid=f3104&m= was talking to one of my son's this evening about America... and all the troubles right now.... he reminded me how lucky we are to be here... and not in a foxhole in Iraq... he spent two tours in I Mon, 15 Dec 2008 21:24:32 -0800 /blog/6606/post_142647.html?pid=f3104&m=