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What are your inspirations; what are you passionate about? What are your convictions; what do you believe in? What does your heart dream about; does your heart dream with the reality your soul knows all too well? I feel I'm on a mission tonight, writing this statement of truths, passions, desires, and dreams. Sending it out into a vast unknown world of communication being read and judged by countless eyes, to be ultimately read, heard, understood, and felt by one very specific, yet very special woman. I'm an attractive 47 year-old,standing just above 6'3" and weighing approximately 135 pounds. Upfront I say without conceit I'm attractive,, smart, funny, witty,gentle,kind,humble,God fearing,loving charming, spontaneous, and a man. I am not however someone who belongs on the cover of Glamour magazine. I'm average by my own standards, have many imperfections to my own disliking. These statistics are important to most, but to that one specific person I'm reaching out there, and you'll know who you are by instinct, what will also be important for you to know is that I'm so many other things with boundless qualities, idiosyncrasies, faults, and spirit to complete those statistics making this man a real, whole person. Have you ever been "in-love"? I mean really in love? The kind of love incomparable to any you've ever felt in your life? You could feel it in your breath and your heart would skip a beat at a sheer glance of him in your minds eye? You have, haven't you? Then you know that being in love comes and goes, and that the real difference of this love is that you simply love. It really is that simple, you just Love. My heart has been challenged by many, has even loved a couple, but has only been in love once. It was as if the wind blew in, circled me ever so gently, and then blew out of my life. Though that was not my fate, I do not regret one moment of embracing it because the difference is believing in a dream of something you've never known, vs. having the belief in a dream of something you do know. What do you choose to do with your past, your mistakes, those trials and errors, and many challenges you've faced throughout your life? None of us has all the answers; hell we're lucky if we're right about the directions to the local supermarket given the expediency of life around us. We certainly cannot presume to know all there is to know about who we are, and how others perceive us. But, we do have a fairly good idea of how we see our-selves and the role we play inside this world of sometimes-utter chaos. Life is not a straight line, planned and logical with our fate pre-destined by some unknown cosmic force. It's a long windy road, with many paths and diversions that we only get one shot at traveling down. With these paths and diversions we have created our past, our memories, our life that has become now only a small fraction of what we are all about. Our Soul carries the scars of our reality past, and our Heart carries the dreams of changes and life yet to live. Most of us, as human beings, have a inherit need to feel that we are loved, needed, and make a difference in the lives of those we love and need. But, speaking more directly about the partners we choose to have in our lives, we often get so busy or are so tired or just plain forget about one of the most precious gifts we could ever be given. We simply do not embrace, respect, honor, and incite life from the one person who has granted us such a priceless gift, their love. So, I ask you again, what have you done with your past to make your dreams a reality? Sometimes, I get tired of trying on new shoes. When I think I just may have found a pair that fits with comfort, almost without notice the blisters begin to appear, time to take them off. The blisters break open and I say to myself that I just don't want to try on any more shoes. Yes, I was speaking metaphorically. Nevertheless, as with the dawning of each new sun, healing begins and ultimately I realize that I am not the kind of man that can live without love, compassion, romance, and much passion in her life. Life is so unpredictable, so full of changes, how could we possibly not smile at all the possibilities that can await us? This specific woman I am searching for will know without great details exactly what I am saying, She will understand the path to which I am embarking upon this very moment. To simply relate to these words is not enough; to know them is imperative. On a final note , speaking bluntly (straight talk with no bullshit) no anal retentive, controlling, angry, alcoholic or druggie , abusive, psychopath, jerks should find this ad interesting in the least; therefore,I really want to live my life with the right woman to show me true love, a romantic woman, someone who have a great sense of humor.I'm a christian Ideal Person:
My Ideal Person:
I want to find a nice, caring, God fearing, humble, kind, trustworthy faithful woman, someone who is loving, someone who have a great sense of humor, someone who is seeking true love, understanding, someone who have a great sense of humor, a man who will love me for me and truly appreciate me for who i am. i want to find someone who is real, someone who is willing to give an unconditional love, a romantic and a passionate woman, someone who is genuine, serious, kind.. someone who can laugh with me and both have fun together, someone who doesn't care about thing in this life..someone who will care about the one she loves, someone to take me to dinner and give me a beautiful kiss every morning
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