Although the Lord is my All & I am thoroughly satisfied with His Life within me, I find myself, at 60, desiring to share another's life, to be as one with another. But I told the Lord many years ago, & I still tell Him, I would rather NEVER be married in this life than to be married to the wrong man or for the wrong reason. I'm not lonely or desperate; just desiring for the kind of intimacies you just can't have with a friend...& I have several close male friends. I'm a Certified Cuddler! I am loving, warm, good listener. Because of my vocation, I tend to over-nurture others, but the Lord is teaching me how to better balance such emotional responses. I seek to be led by His Spirit in my inner "man". I enjoy quiet times, Bible study & prayer & seek for those activities with one who loves me. I have lost 300lbs & am hoping to continue, but the Lord has given me a new chance to experience life as I never have. My disabilities, though still there, are much under control/better. Although I am not able to engage in "rigorous" physical sports, I do love long walks. I enjoy the outdoors very much. Enjoy gardening. But I also am a home-body & like to "putter" around the house. I enjoy learning. Love music, especially worship music. Like to dance under the stars with that special man. I am open to many types of ministries & am willing to be wherever the Lord leads me...He knows what I can & cannot do. I'm not much of a "Pollyanna" type, preferring reality in Christ. Rather than seeing the glass as half-empty vs. half-full, I know that my glass is overflowing. You don't have to "take care of me". I'm wanting to come alongside you to work in the Lord. I am a "sapphire in the rough", but am being conformed & transformed by Him through His Life. He is my joy. I'm ready for a new adventure...will you join me?
My Ideal Person:
I'm not a particularly physically attractive woman, so I am seeking such a man as can look past my physical flaws & seek out the treasure the Lord is building within. You don't have to be physically PERFECT, either. I'm looking for your heart, especially as it regards God. If the Lord presents me to you in love, can you accept me in love? I do have a "dream" of being involved with children such as a foster parent or houseparents as a couple at an orphanage, etc., so am seeking a man with a big heart, level headed, not over-domineering, but "masterful" in a gentle, loving manner. You will need to have a forgiving spirit because I do have a past from my early adult years...but I am forgiven by God & He is doing wonderful healing. I am seeking an open, honest man tempered by love.
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